i have always been loyal to the xbox 360. (i was a ps2 nut until sony completely pissed the ps3 release up, i turned to xbox and never looked back) but after a huge amount of research on my part i’m really giving a second thought to pre-ordering the xbox one. the ps4 looks like a straight gaming machine, as the new xbox is trying to be more of a “home entertainment system”. well my home entertainment is my gaming. i dont care for internet, movies, music and skyping etc. ive spent a decent amount of money on setting my laptop up for that. and the online/used games restrictions are ridiculous (the only thing keeping me in the middle are the xbox’s exclusive games, which is the only thing they have the upper hand on) the more i think of it the more i’m leaning toward a ps4. unless they lift these then i think my time with xbox may have come to an end.
from this day onward, i shall no longer be calling people friends. no-one deserves the right have that title. i have always lived with walls around me, but never have i been against the idea of giving people a small chance to prove themselves. but after recent events that will change. i will build my walls so high, that no one can get through or see over them. with towers so strong and vengeful that they will strike down all who try to penetrate them. i shall burn all my bridges, to cinders. and i shall burn down all the trees in my life, so no new bridges can be built. i shall use the remnants of these trees to build weapons to defend what little integrity i have left. my life shall be a fortress, with me and my soul as it’s army. i am now my only friend, my own god. this has been the final straw, the final wound, the final knife in the back. i am surrounded by idiots, fools and thieves who have no agenda but their own. people seem to thrive on total selfishness, something i have been against from day one. but that changes today also. i will be out for myself, i shall trust not a soul. i will judge who i wish, hurt who i wish, ignore who wish and believe what i will to do. the human-race and the human-mind is a disgusting, hateful selfish being and it shames me to have to share the same, rotten gene pool with these spineless mongoloids.
i shall be a wolf. with no pack, no bonds and no ties. you give anyone anything. even the slightest way in. they will plant themselves into your life and your mind. until the time suits them to expose your weaknesses and use/exploit you for their own gain/ self-righteous ways.
i would say i’m sorry but i am so tired of giving any care to the world and those who populate and pervert it. it’s been a long 25 year run humanity. but we’re truly finished. i am done with you. i have very little left to give, so i shall keep it for myself. my hatred shall be my torch, my banner. and i shall hold it high.
i am my god, my only true friend. my eternal ally. i am the lone wolf. with no more fucks to give.
i shall die alone, and be forever grateful for it.
hail solitude. my only true friend.
WHAT the actual fuck??? are you trying to mess my head up GOT? because you’ve pissing succeeded. COMPLETE mind fuck. life over.
As my first post for my ”new” blog. I would like to give my condolences to the friends and family of Mick Morris (MickDeth), the late bassist of Eighteen Visions. Who died yesterday of suspected heart failure.
I grew up listening to the band, being part of the metalcore ”scene” they were part of was such a heavy influence on my growing up. I had seen them a few times in their early years and was even lucky enough to meet the guy on more than one occasion. he was an extremely nice and down to earth guy, along with the rest of the band, I even kept in touch with him (briefly) after meeting him for the last time that I had. We had made rough plans for me to travel up and hang out with the guy, which sadly, I never got round to sorting out. All he pretty much spoke about was music, he was an extremely talented dude. And it sucks hugely that he was taken at the still young age of 35.
Again, I give my condolences to his family and friends. Life keeps taking the talented ones.
R.I.P. Mick Morris. Thank you for being such a heavy influence on my life. Love you dude.
i have not been on here for a very long time, due to loss of interest but i feel i am wasting a good opportunity to chat/ communicate and meet new people etcetera. so i shall soon be stripping this blog to it’s bare bones and starting fresh. no more pointlessly posting pictures of doomy/dark shit that has no real meaning just to be re-posted again. so i shall be reinventing this page into a more personal wordy blog. for social means and the like. i have no idea when, just that it will be happening pretty soon. once certain personal endeavours are out of the way and i have some free time to start things up.
there may be plans for a youtube blog to go along side this. maybe.
so keep your eyes open tumblr folk..